Today,
I received a letter from my-husband-to-be.

It was one of his epic writes which was sent to my inbox at exactly 6:10 in the evening. 

In it, he asked me nothing more but to listen to his heart-honesty, pouring his soul to me. It wasn’t a letter meant to inflict wondrous train-thoughts of french lace-wonders but an assurance that his feelings for me is as pure as this love developed in all honesty. Love like that love you once owned as a child. Love is the feeling you owned when you know the answer to “Is he the One?”. True love that makes you a better person because his positiveness towards life makes you wanting to be the better half.

Which ultimately transformed me into a better person, maybe a better Muslim, if Allah wills it. One thing certain, nothing is forced in this changes that is most apparent to my family, best-friends and colleagues. I noticed it, too. Nothing too drastic - maybe more time spent at home with the family, maybe more time spent alone with Him, but I’ve definitely reached that stage of witnessing ‘relationship’ in a different light. That a bohemian queen is capable of settling down and building herself a family. That I’m certain marriage happens for a reason.

And the beauty of it all, nothing is forced in it. I embrace this changes as how I love welcoming new day w bright smiles and disco dance. I am still the same old me - yes, maybe i’ve toned down a lot on few social commitments but that doesn’t means I’m a changed person. I feel brand new. Life is a Positive approach that I have learnt to tackle from this somewhat strange yet beautiful relationship. Well, nothing comes easy. Nobody says it’s gonna be. I admit that I am a difficult person who can’t do nor take promises but it is nice to read oath written in paragraphs belonging to draconian love like that.

I’ve achieved most things in life. I hope. I’ve been in different amusing relationships but I have never met anyone as my future husband who is so determined to make me his, Insya’Allah :) We didn’t plan to meet, nor did we plan to fall in love. We didn’t search for it, yet, love happens at the most strangest time and places (oh believe me! If i ever get the chance to share about our meeting, you will never ever believe it :)) But one thing for true, his action of gathering my best girls over dinner, professing his feelings for me and sharing his dream of making me his lawfully wedded wife one day, wins me over :) (Hell. It will definitely wins anyone over! But I’m just blessed it is me)

I don’t know what the future holds, or how the end is gonna be but one thing certain, he has definitely brings out the best of me in all life’s approach.
It was an epic love story. The longest love letter written by him. 
But this is my favorite :)

“I pray and will always continue to pray that He chose me to be your partner, to lead you and to love and cherish you for the rest of my lifetime..”

Thank you Munchkin for the beautiful read. I Love you with all my Heart, too….